Hi first of all SO SORRY if this post comes across negative!!!!  I am very anxious and fearful when it comes to my guy due to his past behaviours so when the contrast still shows up I panic

I did PW on him for 8 weeks every day, and when I finally decided to give up on him he text me asking to see me.  I said I wasn´t in town, he said okay and then a week later I actually went back to our country so I texted him telling him I was back he opened my message but never replied.  He has rejected me plenty of times before and he knows I´m crazy about him so really the ball is in his court.  

I am feeling devastated and heartbroken, I have been trying to manifest him back for a year and a half.  How can I take my power back and feel okay again?  We all know PW works but I´ve been doing it on him for months and he seems totally unaffected by it-  it s something to do with me and my vibration blocking it.  It is v hard for me to feel confident and secure and empowered in regards to him, because even when I do daily inner work like PW and LoA he doesn´t seem to change.  Think maybe he is not meant for me like Lanie says in chapter 6 or 7 of BWD?

Sorry honestly if this post comes across as negative but I am devastated and heartbroken and I just want some help.  I am not saying the technique is obviously not the problem, like Agnes Vivarellis stuff it´s perfect, but there´s something wrong with me thats blocking him from changing, so I need to take my power back and work on feeling good and happy without him again.

I am doing the CTC meditation. Is there anything else I can do
Thanks in advance for your help

Last edited by Angel89 (11/08/2021 5:23 pm)