princessgirl87 wrote:

I think he is too...currently trying to stay positive....kinda bummed because I just got my check and now I have to spend ALL OF IT just to get a certification for a job that will pay $12+ an hour....I could be using that $100 for other things...so kinda pissed about that

Thinking of taking a deserved break from social media (except Instagram) so far I have not been tagging my target in many things because I don't want to throw off the mojo? Well idk if that would throw off the mojo but I don't want any energies or vibes of desperation just in case? I'm not that fan that posts every. single. thing. about the man lmao. I post a lotta different stuff...so I wanna make sure I still have the upper hand and make it appear that I am doing my own thing whilst kinda lurking on his fb on the low lol (guess we both have been lurking on each others' fbs)...otherwise I'd love more than just likes on a comment...
Dealing with that, and a possible user they saying is trying to use me for my money...Im trying to stay positive =)

Yesterday I got real fucking pissed off at someone. And boy did I went off like a bomb on that motherfucker. I got so mad I was yelling and screaming at this person for more than half an hour. Then I took a shower and still felt mad. I nearly cried but held it in. I did my best to shift my thoughts away from the incident. Eventually I had the urge to write it all down. I wrote like a mad woman literally about the whole thing. And guess what? I felt such relief afterwards that it surprised me. And today, I am not bothered at all.

try writing all about it and see how it raises your vibe back up.

Gorgeous Lucky Bitch,
Shana Jahsinta Walters.

ChaliceSnowFlower wrote:

princessgirl87 wrote:

I think he is too...currently trying to stay positive....kinda bummed because I just got my check and now I have to spend ALL OF IT just to get a certification for a job that will pay $12+ an hour....I could be using that $100 for other things...so kinda pissed about that

Thinking of taking a deserved break from social media (except Instagram) so far I have not been tagging my target in many things because I don't want to throw off the mojo? Well idk if that would throw off the mojo but I don't want any energies or vibes of desperation just in case? I'm not that fan that posts every. single. thing. about the man lmao. I post a lotta different stuff...so I wanna make sure I still have the upper hand and make it appear that I am doing my own thing whilst kinda lurking on his fb on the low lol (guess we both have been lurking on each others' fbs)...otherwise I'd love more than just likes on a comment...
Dealing with that, and a possible user they saying is trying to use me for my money...Im trying to stay positive =)

Yesterday I got real fucking pissed off at someone. And boy did I went off like a bomb on that motherfucker. I got so mad I was yelling and screaming at this person for more than half an hour. Then I took a shower and still felt mad. I nearly cried but held it in. I did my best to shift my thoughts away from the incident. Eventually I had the urge to write it all down. I wrote like a mad woman literally about the whole thing. And guess what? I felt such relief afterwards that it surprised me. And today, I am not bothered at all.

try writing all about it and see how it raises your vibe back up.

Gorgeous Lucky Bitch,
Shana Jahsinta Walters.

Thanks! I will try that!
I have an update that may or may not be related to this process but my target and his songwriting partner are working on a song together named "One Love"
Gee, I wonder if my target's been INFLUENCED...
Like hmmmm...what's been on his MIND lately? x'D (blooper)
 

Another update!
He liked another selfie of mine and reacted to a post of a song a music associate of his did and idk...but when I saw his reaction my heart damn near stopped...
Idk why my heart did that...maybe cuz of the subject matter of the song? It's a guy singing about running away in the night with someone he loves...one of those perfect summer anthems from an album of summer-inspired songs...
I just wonder what went across his mind when he looked at the 15 sec clip of the Instagram post I made of the song's music video...
Oh and I noticed that even though I posted two selfies, he liked my blue eyeshadow/pink gloss pic over the Gothic dark black eyeliner/dark blue red blend lipstick look,(mind you the second photo was sandwiched in between the first photo and the music clip, so I know he was lurking a bit); and the last profile pic he passed over I had a goth look lol. The first photo he liked? I had green hair/red lips and my bang covered half my face.
So now I'm wondering is it a certain look he likes? Or am I overthinking it? Ha-ha

Last edited by princessgirl87 (5/10/2016 11:52 pm)

princessgirl87 wrote:

Another update!
He liked another selfie of mine and reacted to a post of a song a music associate of his did and idk...but when I saw his reaction my heart damn near stopped...
Idk why my heart did that...maybe cuz of the subject matter of the song? It's a guy singing about running away in the night with someone he loves...one of those perfect summer anthems from an album of summer-inspired songs...
I just wonder what went across his mind when he looked at the 15 sec clip of the Instagram post I made of the song's music video...
Oh and I noticed that even though I posted two selfies, he liked my blue eyeshadow/pink gloss pic over the Gothic dark black eyeliner/dark blue red blend lipstick look,(mind you the second photo was sandwiched in between the first photo and the music clip, so I know he was lurking a bit); and the last profile pic he passed over I had a goth look lol. The first photo he liked? I had green hair/red lips and my bang covered half my face.
So now I'm wondering is it a certain look he likes? Or am I overthinking it? Ha-ha

He is obviously checking out your posts but don't overthink things.  First of all, even if he preferred a certain look you should be "YOU" and not change for this guy.  Be yourself and you will attract someone who will fall in love with that person.  Don't change who and what you are for a guy because you can't pretend to be what you aren't forever.  

It's encouraging that he's creeping on your social media so continue using the technique but also move forward in your life! 

It's been two days and...nothing lol. Only things reminding me of what I want.
Maybe I'll take a break from social media for a bit...
Would love to have a sign not to worry...
Last night I listened to a new age song while visualizing us together and two songs later one of his songs popped up. Idk if that's a sign but oh well.