Hello girls !

Just wondering something regarding my relationship with my ex soon to be boyfriend :D

I was full of anxiety and fear, I attracted the end of our relationship, I was so lost that I was the one who decided to provoke the break up.

Anyway, I tried to go back to him and he accepted the situation but seemed to be hurt... He told me the best was indeed to stop our relationship and "we don't know what the future has for us"... but NC from him

Do you think I can still attract him back though?
I mean I feel I can do that but a part of me feels he holds a grudge against me