awesomesauce88 wrote:

So i texted him and he doesn't want to sleep together anymore and said he doesn't want a relationship with me. Now at first one would think this is bad yes very bad . BUT he said he feels like we don't get to know each other when we do this. He said that based on how he feels now he doesn't feel like we could have a relationship. He said he could settle down with me a live a decent lifestyle. Again sounds very bad. However i got several things on my side. 1) he wants to get to know me again and doesn't want to make it about sex 2) he said he still loves me alot so much he cannot let me go and will always want to protect me. He said he is not in love with me but how can he be when he doesn't know me. This I think could be a good turn around to what i want. So yes in a way i am glad i sent a text to see how he is doing. I am still going to do the technique for sure. I feel happy i feel like this really puts the ball in my court for him to see how awesome i am.

I believe that when you re-gain your self-confidence and become independent he will find in you the woman again that he fell in love with.  Get stronger yourself and be more positive that you can manifest what you desire.  xooxoxxoxoxoo

Lanie Stevens wrote:

Great advice Emmiline!  I love it that you are using your heart to send and carry emotions and you automatically knew that the swirl of light would carry the frequencies.  I didn't mention it to you but you are instinctively correct.  xoxoxoxo

Lanie, I was so excited when i read this!
xoxo

Thanks guys. I really wanted a close bond with him and that is the only way a relationship is built. I texted him out of impatience but I would have never know this if I hadn't. I think thag I am reaching him and call me crazy but maybe me reaching him is causing him to do this wanting to stop the friends with benefits thing. Now him saying he doesn't want to be in a relationship with me and is not in love with me (although he loves me so much he can't let me go and doesn't want me to be with anyone else but knows I may have to he if that makes sense?)could be a result of the fear I had. So that may be where that part came in but I believe that getting to know each ther again is where we need to be. I feel like from this this can work. I am going to be making him so in love with me lol. I actually feel somewhat rejuvenated. I feel like focusing on my friends and stuff will help get him back and not only that it will make me feel like the irresistible girl I can be. This did need to happen though it did. I feel like I have more of a shot now then before.

Just catching up on this, as I have been out of comission due to a bad fall, I am happy for you awesome sauce :D that is very cool!!!

Hi Friends,
How are you all today?

I just want to reiterate that Lanie's PW technique is incredibly healing for you. It's so therapeutic and it costs nothing. You are encouraging yourself to feel love and share it, there is such an overhwelming sense of peace that you become accustomed to after practising it after a couple of weeks. I am currently visualizing sending heart energy and it feels AMAZING 

Today i manifested a phone call from my target (Yay!), it happened about 1.5 hours after i snuck into the bathroom at the office for a short visualization session  (wink) 

I really needed to talk to him, as i heard from colleagues that morning that he was in an emergency situation the night before. But he didnt tell me anything yet, and i was worried for him. So before my session i told myself that i am the master of my world and i speak things into being. Then in my session i called him over to me (we work in the same office so i visualize him at his workstation and call him over to my workstation). When he came over to me we had a short exchange about how much we love each other, emotions included then i told him: 'I'm worried about you, you have to talk to me' i looked into his eyes and i could really feel his intense concern for me, then i heard him tell me: 'I will call you today'. It felt real to me and i actually shed a couple of tears but as the session ended i had peace knowing it would happen.
So he did call me shortly afterwards to explain what happened, make sure that i know he is ok and didnt want me to panic or be anxious for him.

Its the strong emotion that really pushes through for you. I still try to replicate this, every time i visualize and i hope im getting better.

Lanie i cannot wait for your mp3s! I feel like i could rule the world with all this knowledge at my finger tips ..