With your wanting you just create more wanting.. 

ThisIsMyUsername, how old are you?

Perhaps, you should take a break from all this.
Your no contact is fresh, so it will take some time for you to get that initial grip on your emotions.
Go out and make some friends.
Do you have neighbours? If yes, then befriend them.
Do you go to office, school, college? Befriend people from there and tell them. Because no contact is toughest when it fresh and you will want to talk about her all the time. So find some friends and talk about her. Gradually your desire to constantly worry and talk about her will reduce.
I don't eat my friend's head anymore by talking constantly about my ex. I did that during the initial weeks.
And then we decided to avoid bringing my ex up during our conversations.
Now, I directly talk to my ex in my mind using the technique. 

We all have been through pain, suffering and sorrow. Some of the ladies here had marriages that fell apart, have children, and we all survived.
You know my story. My situation wasn't easy and you know that but I realized during the first stages that my thoughts created the breakup. And if I created that mess, I can create a positive outcome. How? By thinking differently. I've been told that my man wanted to date this girl. That wasn't true and everytime that thought crossed through my mind, I focused on my end result.
I meditated for hours, read everything about the LOA and the power of your subconscious mind, I listened to audios. I focused on me! I began to love myself again, I sent love to me! And after a few days feeling better and at ease by myself, he came back! He saw a different person last Sunday, he saw the person he fell in love with in the beginning. The old me, the insecure one, is no longer here and he can sense it.
We've been talking all day, everyday, we are making plans, and we are going to get back together in a matter of days. I know it. Actually I feel like we are in a relationship NOW.
It's the truth: you have to love yourself first to attract others. And nobody can do that job for you except YOU.
Forget about LOA, forget about her. Focus on you.
A breakup is not the end of the world, a breakup is not cancer, and even cancer could be reversed using the power of your thoughts.

You know, id love to get out of the house. It's so depressing here. But I don't have a car and my house is away from evetything.

Also there's a difference between a breakup and the girl you love telling you that there's absolutely, ABSOLUTELY no romantic feelings thete, no attraction, physical nor emotional. And that we'll NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER be in a relationship, EVER.

How am I supposed to look to faith when everything screams, "hopeless."?!

How old are you by the way?
mid twenties?