Thanks for replying so quickly. I have been listening to PW and I have the book too. I feel so sad angry all the time. Am I blocking it? Its only been a few days....the last time he contacted me was last week on Thursday and I started PW on Sunday..I didn't reply to his last email because it felt so cold and business like..it was sorta unbelievable. smh I'm so mad and just upset. 

Hi BMT, welcome.
Have you tried Lanie's cord cutting meditation yet?

Sam wrote:

If you're feeling sad and angry then yes, you are completely blocking it. The relationship you're looking for is happy and full of love, so that's what you have to put out into the universe. You can't get back what you don't first put out, and right now you're putting out that he's being cold and unloving, so of course that's what he's reflecting back to you. Try to stop focusing on what's happening now and start focusing on what an amazing thing it could turn into. If you forgive the past, trust the process, enjoy the technique while you're doing it, and live a happy life.. he'll be back and drooling over you in no time.

thats what I figured for a day I was excited and happy but then like today it just came all crashing down. I also had a nightmare the first night I did it and I was afraid I was doing something bad spiritually. Good lord I'm all confused lol

BuyMeTiffany's wrote:

emmiline wrote:

Hi BMT, welcome.
Have you tried Lanie's cord cutting meditation yet?

I did it once. I got nervous that he would feel me disconnect and just walk away I guess? Like giving out the opposite of what I want? 

 
I thought that too initially, but it releases the negative needy feelings you have for the person. At the end of it, you will feel much stronger emotionally. The process works to remove the 'power' that person has over you.