Ok so I met a man two years ago who is 10 years older than me. I was super shy around him because I was just recovering from an eating disorder (he doesn’t know about this) but we had sex and eventually lost contact because I couldn’t open up so it was purely sexual.
Since then I’ve been growing as a person, and have become much more confident, radiant and happy. I truly enjoy life now and others can sense it.
This year in August he messaged me and asked to see me. I manifested him back through using meditations! We had dinner at a nice restaurant and he seemed really shocked by how I had changed for the better. We talk about deep conversations and are getting to know each other a bit more every time. We see each other once a week because he has to travel for work during the week, and we also have sex which each time gets better and better. I would love to be in a relationship with him, he is very passionate about what he does, attentive, I appreciate everything he has done for me so far, and I love just speaking with him and getting to know him.Last week we kept looking into each others eyes and it was just magical and romantic. Sometimes though when I want to reveal something about myself, he deflects the conversation and changes topic. He can be quite guarded and doesn’t reveal a lot about his dreams or fears, but he has told me he is very closed and has told me more things than he has told many people.
He also doesn’t text me much. I will text ‘I miss you’ and he will take two days to answer for example, but I honestly don’t mind because I know he is busy and not very communicative in that way. When we are together he treats me so well, doesn’t let me pay for anything and remembers all the things I enjoy. He also just enjoys talking with me for hours and into the night.He has a big interview today which he apologized beforehand that he will be distant because he wants to prepare for it. I hope he gets it because it means he will spend more time in our city than travelling. On Wednesday I wished him good luck and asked if he was free after his interview to do something. He only just answered me today (Friday mid afternoon) saying 'thanks!! will let you know how it goes'. It is now 6:40pm and no word from him but he has been online :/ What do i do? Text him again? Show him I'm upset? noooo clue. 

When I see him though I want to tell him that I haven’t been seeing anybody except for him, that I can feel myself really opening up to him and don’t want to be with anybody except him, and ask if he sees a future with me or if it is just casual for him. What do you think? Is it wise to bring this conversation, or do you think there is no chance here?