I just want to say I am so grateful for the empowerment that Lanies books and meditations have given me.

I have always been very shy, wondering if any man would ever really be interested in me. So my suprise and excitement were huge when i met my love. But my insecurity was also huge and i see clearly now that that is what drove him away.
The pain of the breakup brought me here and i have made so much progress since then. Not only in bringing him back into my life, but even more in getting confident and in deliberately choosing what to feel and to believe.
I used to feel like a little roulette ball, waiting anxiously where i would end up next. I am not where i want to be yet, but feeling so much more empowered in choosing what i want to experience in life.

My love and me are not in an official relationship, but closer then we ever were before. And sometimes it just drives me mad that it is not official. About two weeks ago i sort of surrendered to the universe and said: okay, him or better.
And that is when i met a friend of my love, who i somehow never met before (though they have been friends for a long time)

And it was like lightning struck 😶 It changed everything. I have done some PW on the friend and he is just so easy to connect with during meditation. Lightning strikes every time again ☺️

It is not that i want to leap into another relationship right this moment, and defenitely not that i don't love my love anymore. But the desperation and insecurity are gone. Things feel perfect the way they are. And what i am most grateful for: I get to decide what I want, who I want.  i am not the roulette ball anymore. Thanks to lanie 😀