I really need some support too, as my boyfriend and I had been working on things (it’s been around half a year now) and at first I was met with lots of resistance, and I also made a lot of mistakes. 
He always told me we would not get back together again, and would tell me to leave him alone too…even when his friends brought me up in conversations he wouldn’t want them to talk about me.  He’d say he doesn’t care and doesn’t want to know.  But no matter how big a mistake I made, he always came back.
Eventually, things got better and better…he would talk about me with others (and even admitted to one of our mutual friends that he has feelings for me again).  And it’s been better than ever lately…seemed like everything was building up.  I got to stay over at his place more, then eventually his family knew that we were spending more time together too…and he was doing things like talking to me in a nicer tone, and he even religiously checks my Instagram story feed, and closer and closer intervals too…he pretty much checks every time I have a post, and for those of you who use Instagram, you’d know that there’s no notifications for stories feeds… you would have to religiously check in order to know there’s updates.
 
Then suddenly, poof!  He suddenly blocks my phone number, then eventually whatsapp, then facebook messenger as well.
He even stopped following me on Instagram…BUT I noticed that he would deliberately look up my account to check my stories feed (as usually Instagram stories that you’re following would appear on top of your home page if there’s updates…but since he’s unfollowed me he would have to manually go to my page to check).
 
I KNOW he has feelings for me still, because when he drinks and his barriers are down (and we’re alone) he would hold me close and tell me things like “we’ll never end, no matter how many times”.
He would talk to my dad when he’s worried about me (he knows I used to suffer from depression etc.)
He was worried sick once when I ran away and when he finally found me his eyes were red and teary.  He doesn’t like making a scene in public but that day, he stayed there even though everyone in his complex was pretty much watching me cry.
He even accompanied me home after and talked to my dad for a long while before walking me back upstairs.
 
After his recent extreme behavior, I reached out to one of his closest longtime friends (I wouldn’t have otherwise)…and I’m really glad I did because the friend said that my boyfriend had actually specifically asked him not to speak to me…
And then at first I was hurt, but then I found out afterwards that he had actually recently taken on one of my habits (I started “meowing” one time in around mid – end of sept at a bar we always frequent, and the word spread and I became known as “meow” to all my close friends, the regulars there and also the staff). 
I was super surprised when his friend asked me if I knew what’s wrong with him, as they think he has an issue – the friend said he had recently started adding “meow” to the end of his sentences…and they actually never knew about MY meowing…
And after we talked for a while the friend says that he things there’s still a place in his heart reserved for me…especially as my name still comes up among them when they go to dinner together…and this was what his friend said about it:
[4:07 PM, 11/13/2016]: He's never complained about you                       
[4:07 PM, 11/13/2016]: You should've seen his face when we mentioned your name                       
[4:08 PM, 11/13/2016]: His expression was unseen before
 
I asked if there was any dislike or hatred in the expression and the friend said “not at all”…then when I thanked him in the end, he said “keep up the good work” and “Just treat [him] the best you can will be your best return for me”
 
I found out all about this after his blocking though so I don’t know what to make of it!
 
let me know what you think ladies!