BellaLupa! Love the signs the Universe is sending you
Keep up the good work!

Minami wrote:

I love all the signs you're getting dear! Thanks for sharing your experience! So how was your date with the model? How many times pw do you do in a day?

The drink with the model is on Tuesday. I'm feeling pretty carefree about it, as I'm not really too into the idea of a hookup or something right now. I'm more interested in focusing on myself overall right now, especially because the incident with my beloved is still so recent. But hey, no harm in going out and enjoying lots of flirtatious attention from a hot guy. He's blowing up my texts almost every day.

Also, I'm having a friendly coffee meeting with a different ex today, who I have no feelings for anymore, but he was stoked to meet up since it's been awhile. I also had the first long phone conversation in almost a year with my ex-husband the other day and it was sincerely lovely. We still really care about each other and seem to suddenly be getting to a place where we can be BFFs. I love it.

I'm doing PW 1-2 times a day, depending on how I feel. I only do it twice in a day if I feel like I would enjoy it. If you force yourself to do it when you feel like you really don't WANT to, it's much harder to channel genuine positive feelings into it. So listen to yourself and feel when you really do want a break from it.

Incidentally, I did it right before sleeping last night and it almost felt like he was trying to fight me on it! This sort of "oh c'mon, you're just making this harder for me!" feeling. It was so jarring that my body twitched! Never had that happen before. So I'm going to see if I feel like just doing it once today, with a softer gentler approach. But I have 100% faith that it's working.

Last edited by BellaLupa (1/14/2017 9:25 am)

It's funny you say that, because I did an unusually intense BWD session on him that day. LOL
I think given the situation (he's clearly feeling frustrated by our separation even though he was the one who insisted on it), he needs more warm fuzzies and gentle softening more than "GIMME YER PEEN!" right now to get him to where I want him. Remote seduction is just like any kind of seduction: if you have insight into your target's state of mind, use that strategically.

What's the kundalini meditation you use?

There are no coincidences, you're on the right track Bella! Proud of you  Keep going!

Woke up this morning smiling and feeling like my love was spooning me like he always does when we wake up together. Getting into the habit of going to sleep while really "feeling" it and seeing it in my mind's eye after doing visualization sessions so it's easier to feel it when I'm waking up.

Really busy work day, but insane synchronicity today:

I tried putting out a manifestation that he would text me, as I've not heard from him since the day he contacted me to drop my stuff off at my house. 5 or 10 minutes later, my phone dings and vibrates. There is a notification that I have a new text. I unlock my phone and.... no new text message. But I DID receive the notification, no question, and I am utterly stumped and a little freaked out. But laughing. Never ever have I had a cell phone do that before.