ThisIsMyUsername wrote:

I keep visualizing other people. Their faces ar every clear but I've never met them in real life. Maybe some form of psychic connection toward another? But I'm REALLY getting angry and frustrated because I can't keep focus on my visualizations or her. I can't even feel like I'm talking to her. It always feels like I'm talking and doing pw on someone else. And someone else's face always pops up.

Please help me? I really want this to work on her. I don't know what to do. For the last few days I've been having the faces of random women, whom I've never met before pop up in my head abruptly out of nowhere, not even during pw. Just randomly and suddenly, like a profile picture (another separate issue which scares me. Started the other day. Each one different, like a still picture from different angles, each woman different) and I just really want this to work on my girl. I can't even visualize my girl properly or even "remember" what she looks like during pw. I can't "feel" that it's her...


Please help me work toward being able to do this right and to be able to visualize well on MY person. And if you know, please help me with the other issue it's really scaring me. The faces are so real and lifelike too. Proportionate and seem so real. Maybe it's something psychic-y? I'm really scared on both things. Thank you.  
  

  
  
I don't know why you are seeing the other faces, perhaps you are having information overload.
What helped me to visualize my person when I first started meditating was to look at his picture
a couple of minutes before I started.  Maybe you just need to take a break for a while.
  
  

 

May be that THEY are doing Pussywhip on YOU?

ThisIsMyUsername wrote:

 
That picture thing is a VERY good idea thank you) the funny thing is I haven't done it very much recently. The face thing is scary. I can see the objects and whatnot around them too. Very realistic, not distorted at all. It "feels" psychic, which is the best way I can put it...
  

  
  
If you aren't already doing so, perhaps it would help you to use Lanie's guided meditations.  
I don't use the one for PW or BWD myself but I use a couple others for the Love Spell and
Relaxation.  They are wonderful!!!  Maybe give that a try - she's got a wide variety to choose
from.  

In any case, you definitely need to work on your focus so that you can get some clarity not
only for doing meditations but for your peace of mind in general.