So I think I may have had an epiphany around this.  I have been a bit of a spiritual seeker for most of my adult life and have manifested some great things in my life.  I keep forgetting that while Lanie has created a step by step method, it's the same principles of manifesting a new job, new car etc using the law of attraction.  Any blocks in our own belief systems etc prevent things from manifesting. 

Last night I woke up about 4am and felt anxiety around missing him, doubt etc.  Similar to the feelings I was experiencing that day and thinking it was the spell.   Now, I do think it was the spell that brought these feelings about, but I don't think it's necessarily relating to the feelings my boy has for me. I feel that the spell is bringing us closer as promised, but the sad feelings were my own personal blocks and beliefs. I didn't know how to label or explain why I was feeling that way, so labeled them "missing him" "will it work" "can't stop thinking about him".  I think the spell has activated the laws of attraction and subsequently my own blocks and belief were coming up for healing. 

So I laid in my bed that night and allowed the feelings.  I didn't label the feelings or attribute them to the boy. I just felt them and did some Ho'oponopo until they dissipated.  When they dissipated I thought of him and if I felt them again I went back to the Ho'poponopoo.  I did this for about an hour until I felt clear of all sad feelings and asked the universe to help me and him heal.  I felt gratitude for what was going on behind the scenes. Fell asleep and woke up this morning feeling happy, clear and full of optimism about him and this night's round of the spell.

Sorry for the long post but I genuinely feel those feelings came up for me to heal, let go and get ready for him.  I also think this, as when he came back the last time I clearly had unresolved issues that ensured it didn't last very long! 

Just my take on things, and can't wait to see what comes next!
 

Jag123 wrote:

So I think I may have had an epiphany around this.  I have been a bit of a spiritual seeker for most of my adult life and have manifested some great things in my life.  I keep forgetting that while Lanie has created a step by step method, it's the same principles of manifesting a new job, new car etc using the law of attraction.  Any blocks in our own belief systems etc prevent things from manifesting. 

Last night I woke up about 4am and felt anxiety around missing him, doubt etc.  Similar to the feelings I was experiencing that day and thinking it was the spell.   Now, I do think it was the spell that brought these feelings about, but I don't think it's necessarily relating to the feelings my boy has for me. I feel that the spell is bringing us closer as promised, but the sad feelings were my own personal blocks and beliefs. I didn't know how to label or explain why I was feeling that way, so labeled them "missing him" "will it work" "can't stop thinking about him".  I think the spell has activated the laws of attraction and subsequently my own blocks and belief were coming up for healing. 

So I laid in my bed that night and allowed the feelings.  I didn't label the feelings or attribute them to the boy. I just felt them and did some Ho'oponopo until they dissipated.  When they dissipated I thought of him and if I felt them again I went back to the Ho'poponopoo.  I did this for about an hour until I felt clear of all sad feelings and asked the universe to help me and him heal.  I felt gratitude for what was going on behind the scenes. Fell asleep and woke up this morning feeling happy, clear and full of optimism about him and this night's round of the spell.

Sorry for the long post but I genuinely feel those feelings came up for me to heal, let go and get ready for him.  I also think this, as when he came back the last time I clearly had unresolved issues that ensured it didn't last very long! 

Just my take on things, and can't wait to see what comes next!
 

I definitely agree with you on that one. I emailed Lanie about it and she suggested detachment.

DeDe651 wrote:

Jag123 wrote:

So I think I may have had an epiphany around this.  I have been a bit of a spiritual seeker for most of my adult life and have manifested some great things in my life.  I keep forgetting that while Lanie has created a step by step method, it's the same principles of manifesting a new job, new car etc using the law of attraction.  Any blocks in our own belief systems etc prevent things from manifesting. 

Last night I woke up about 4am and felt anxiety around missing him, doubt etc.  Similar to the feelings I was experiencing that day and thinking it was the spell.   Now, I do think it was the spell that brought these feelings about, but I don't think it's necessarily relating to the feelings my boy has for me. I feel that the spell is bringing us closer as promised, but the sad feelings were my own personal blocks and beliefs. I didn't know how to label or explain why I was feeling that way, so labeled them "missing him" "will it work" "can't stop thinking about him".  I think the spell has activated the laws of attraction and subsequently my own blocks and belief were coming up for healing. 

So I laid in my bed that night and allowed the feelings.  I didn't label the feelings or attribute them to the boy. I just felt them and did some Ho'oponopo until they dissipated.  When they dissipated I thought of him and if I felt them again I went back to the Ho'poponopoo.  I did this for about an hour until I felt clear of all sad feelings and asked the universe to help me and him heal.  I felt gratitude for what was going on behind the scenes. Fell asleep and woke up this morning feeling happy, clear and full of optimism about him and this night's round of the spell.

Sorry for the long post but I genuinely feel those feelings came up for me to heal, let go and get ready for him.  I also think this, as when he came back the last time I clearly had unresolved issues that ensured it didn't last very long! 

Just my take on things, and can't wait to see what comes next!
 

I definitely agree with you on that one. I emailed Lanie about it and she suggested detachment.

Good to have that feedback!  Still feeling much better today, and I did the Cut the Cord Meditation this afternoon based on the advice.  Really enjoyed tonight's round of the spell.  How are you doing?

Hi DeDe

Looks like we're in the same boat and experiencing exactly the same thing!

I'm so glad to hear you felt more confident after the second round, because I did too.  So far removed from the feelings after the first round.  Today is the day after the second round and I woke up with an innate "knowing" that this is all working out.  Isn't it a wonderful feeling. Can't wait for tonight!!! 

Signs are a wonderful thing, he's definitely close - virtual high five!!  This is so exciting!!!

x