I was getting crazy signs a lot leading up to him texting and calling me today and I even continued to get them after. I just knew that he was going to come around and that the PW and spell had me on his mind. I wasn't worried about the time frame, I just knew I have him.

He texted me at six this morning saying we hadn't spoken. We chatted via text here and there then Skyped. He went on to apologize in the same way I basically visualized. He told me that he had a great time with me when I visited but that he had to back off. He said he felt himself getting too close and he doesn't want to. He said when he backs off it's cause he needs to get his head together and it's nothing against me. He said that I should know even though his texts may become shorter or drier or whatever else, just know he is always coming back. When he told me that, I asked him "but who deserves that? No thank you you can keep it."

But then he went on to say he misses me and that he wants to see me soon. He even apologized for things I didn't expect him to apologize for. Another confession he made was that  he actually had blocked my number! 😂
I was also unfollowed and unfriended on Facebook. Of course I had no reaction other than to laugh at him because I went NC and was only contacting him mentally. He questioned if/why I had/hadn't called or texted and why not. The fact that this man got up and texted me at 6:00 in the morning (5:00) this time let's me know I was on his mind. So to others that asked why is blocking, unfollowing and unfriending a good thing: this a prime example.

We ended up getting off the phone and texted a little bit and I felt at ease at the end of the conversation. I felt in control and I know that man has gotten every message loudly and clearly.