Lj,

I've had that experience also, plus I would pop out of the meditation with random thought of worry.  And know what I realized was that I was in a state of stress.  Stressing that he wasn't hearing me; ignoring me.  So I took a break and meditated on loving myself and seeing myself in relaxing places like laying on the beach.  Try using the techniques on your self, seeing yourself in places you love and sending yourself all the love you send him.  Also look through the section of the forum where the ladies share other techniques and ideas for connecting to yourself and POI.  Sometimes we just need a change of pace/scenery.

Your efforts are not lost.  Lanie speaks of The message is like a cloud that will hang over your POI's head until it is received. 

Relax Queen.... I feel your stress and worry.  She feels it, even if you take a break.

Sending you ❤️,✌️,☀️