Thank you! Yes, it used to drive me crazy. I remember one time, I was getting ready to go out to a concert and have drinks with my friends. I was doing my makeup and had the PW meditation playing in the background, then bam. All of a sudden, I felt sooo sad! I even called my friend and told her I didn't think I could go. She was like "yeah right, too bad, we're outside." Lol! A few times of that happening, it finally hit me what was going on. I thought man, this is really powerful! I almost felt sorry for him because I literally knew how I was making him feel. Much love to you as well!

Hey! Update time
So, nothing from my POI, but I'm okay with that. I still think about him from time to time in passing, but I haven't done PW on him or focused on him like I used to. I used to try to find signs that he was coming back (seeing his name everywhere, hearing songs we used to like, etc) but I stopped doing that because I was feeling myself becoming obsessed, as if seeing his name meant I would instantly get a text or something. There was one time when three people (my mom, sister, and best friend) had all randomly asked in different conversations at different times of the same day if I'd talked to him. I just figured that meant that we were really connected that day and kept it moving.

On to the good stuff. I can't believe how long I've been underestimating my power. The universe has brought four other guys to my attention. Two of them I've dated briefly before, one has been one of my closest friends since we were kids, and the last guy I haven't talked to since we graduated high school 5 years ago. The two guys I've dated before both have new girlfriends, but you wouldn't know that from how they are around me, lol! Guy #1 came over to my house last week and we ended up having a pretty deep conversation about relationships. Out of nowhere he says "I'm always gonna have feelings for you, okay? Nobody can take that away. I love you. Even though I have another girl right now, I'll always be in love with you." My face almost hit the floor! I just smirked and told him that was sweet. I'm keeping my expectations low but we've been talking every day since then and we even have plans this weekend.

Guy #2, we dated very, very briefly a couple of years ago but we decided to be friends. We used to talk every day. Since he got a new girlfriend about a year ago, we don't talk as much. The last time I talked to him was probably 3 months ago. I randomly thought about him the other day. Just wondering how he was doing. The next day, he called and then FaceTimed me. He was smiling the whole time and kept saying "damn you look good, I've missed talking to you, it's so good to hear your voice." Again, I just played nice and said thanks I'm not expecting too much from him either since we live in two different states now, but who knows?

Guy #3 is my close friend, and I don't want him! I think he just got caught up in my PW crossfire lol. We've been friends since we were like 10 or 11 with no attraction whatsoever. All of a sudden, he calls me every day and wants to hang out/see me. One time, he even made up a story to get me to go out with him alone, saying that some of our other old friends would be there. When I got to the restaurant, it was just him! He paid for my food and everything. I jokingly said, "you know, this doesn't count as a real date if you don't take me to get ice cream afterwards." He said "you're right," and took me to this new ice cream shop!  He's my friend and I enjoy his company of course, but I don't see him in that way.

Guy #4 is the guy I graduated high school with, and I've been focusing on him lately. I haven't talked to him in 5 years. He was always goofy and immature in high school so I never paid him much attention. We were good friends though. One day about two years ago, one of my friends showed me a pic of him. I was shocked at how cute he'd gotten! Still, I never contacted him on social media or anything. I just thought about him from time to time. Two weeks ago, my sister and I were in the mall. I was looking at my phone when I could feel someone staring at me. I looked up and it was him! We locked eyes but I looked away. My heart was beating so fast, I couldn't believe it! He was with another friend and they turned to go up the escalator. My sister even commented, "who's that guy staring at you?" I started to kick myself for not saying anything, but I know another opportunity will present itself soon.

Other that than, I'm feeling good! My money situation is so much better, I have more friends (reconnecting with old ones and making new ones), and I'm getting ready to start my first year of med school. Now I'm patiently waiting for my love life to come together as well