I'm excited for you. let us know how your reunion goes tomorrow.

Hello Kitty!  It went well thanks.

The weird thing is that morning I woke up and was still very sleepy/half asleep and wondered what I was holding in my hand - it turned out to be a picture of him. I had put it under my pillow the night before (I know, I know!) and I woke up holding it. 

On the way to his place I stopped off for a glass of prosecco! Afterwards I asked the girl behind the bar where the loo was and she showed me, told me I had to use a passcode to get in the loo, which turned out to be his year of birth. Silly, I know but it made me smile. 

Good sign is we never shut up talking the whole time. There was no kissing - too soon? - but we did hug when I left. I got a taxi home and he came out and watched it drive away - exactly as I had envisaged in my visualisations. I don't want to rush it but I do get the feeling that he did like me, he says he wants to stay in touch. It seemed as if he couldn't quite believe I really liked him. I'm still trying to process it. He sent me a blank text today weirdly enough, what is that all about??!! Also he is quite seriously ill (kidney failure) but I don't think he knows that I know, one of his former bandmates told me. He certainly didn't talk about it. He has dialysis regularly, we didn't discuss that at all. It didn't bother me in the fact that it wouldn't put me off a person, but it did upset me very much to think he's got to cope with all this. He was so lush when I first saw him years ago and this has affected him, as it would. 

Last edited by Claire_Bear (7/15/2017 5:03 pm)

Woohoo Claire Bear!!

I got a text from him today saying "sorry for the invisible text I will try harder next time" !!!
try harder to do what? he was waiting for you to respond to the blank text, and texted you again out of frustration

Then I started to over think it - does he mean the next time he texts me, or the next time he sends any text to anyone?? 
I wouldn't over think it. Let him come to you. If you responded to his last text, let him text you again

I somehow get the idea that he doesn't believe I like him as much as I do and that his illness is a factor. I don't actually care about it. (I mean, of course I care, I mean it doesn't bother me)
Why would he think the illness is a factor in his belief that you may like him, if he doesn't know that you're aware of his illness? 
 

hmm, if you didn't reply to the last text, then sure text him back before he thinks you're not interested.