So I've been doing meditations since may. He pulled away in July and hasn't spoken or seen me since then. Before that everything was going great even after he told me that he was getting married in November. I did the love spell,PW, whispering technique etc. Absolutely anything and everything that I could do. Even now I do the love spell sporadically.
Sometimes I feel great.i get great signs from the universe that I should stay on my path, I live happily in the end result but there are days when I am completely dOwn and out. Those r usually the weekends or when I ask him to meet me and he ignores me or I see something on his or his family's social media that might affect me.
I know those are the wrong things to do but I have my days where I've completely let go of wanting to control any part of this and then days when I need to know what's happening.
Two days ago his dad posted a status that said countdown to D-day which I'm assuming is related to him and that's affecting me
I've now stopped doing any techniques because I have a feeling it's brought about feelings for me in him becauseof which he might have become distant because he reads my messages but chooses not to reply and even his cousin likes my posts on social media so it's not like he hates me or anything
But now I don't know what to do or what to feel or what techniqie to use. I feel like my fluctuations in feelings might have been a setback to me n I needed to let go for real.
He did reply to me about 3 weeks ago when I asked him to meet me just saying that he was busy and also he owes me money so what should I do? Should I ask for my money back? Should I continue to do the techniques n not contact him at all
I'm very confused please help