Everything was going well with my POI. However, we haven't talked in a month. I got a little annoyed and just decided to do the techniques to focus on the positive and imagine us speaking. In addition, he owes me money for something from a few months ago. Idk what happened, but I got this urge to call him and ask for the money. I called and he didn't answer. That added to my frustration. I waited to see if he would text or call and nothing. So I let my emotions get the best of me and sent him a snappy text and told him I was done with him. We argued shortly and he said he would send me the money and don't to text him after he sent his last message. I sent something afterward, but not mean, just wishing him well and peace and love. 

I usually stick to the not breaking the code for not texting or reaching out to the POI, but something just like moved me to do it. I know it wasn't a good energy that did it, but it just brought out that anger and rage in me. I never wanted to be this way with him. Like I said we were doing great. Now, I want things to get better and us to talk again. 

I had 2 sessions of the LS left and wonder if I should finish it off or just do PW. I plan on taking a break and meditate for inner peace and alignment. I DO NOT like that I allowed this to happen and see how negative energy messes up the hard work. 

Questions: What should I visualize? Us laughing, while being married, this incident? Him and I apologizing to each other? A little guidance would be great. PS my cycle just came today so....that could be an influential factor to my emotions as well -.-