Welcome it's good that you're already feeling better and empowered. Good luck with everything!

Thank you for the welcome! I’m in the process of reading Pussy Whip, and just completed the exercise outlined in Chapter 6. That was an experience!

A little background - my boyfriend broke up with me seemingly out of nowhere a month ago. We were together for 1.5 years, but have known each other longer. He has professional and personal issues that negatively impact our relationship. I feel he is my soulmate, and we always had an intense connection.

I said “seemingly” but space and no contact bring clarity. While he was never a jerk or rude, I now think of times when he wasn’t Mr Wonderful either. I love him, I miss him, our love, our connection, our chemistry.

So I just did the exercise. I did it lying in bed. I visualized him, but my mind put him in my driveway, getting out of his car. I visualized his outfit even, and me walking through my living room to my front door.

I heard his words. I heard my response. What surprised me is that I said “I love you too.” (Whenever he would tell me he loved me, I never said “I love you too.” I always responded simply “I love you.”) So hearing myself say “too” caught me off guard.

I recently saw a psychic. She said I have a huge heart, but it’s guarded. I’m now thinking that my never saying “too” was guarding my heart by not acknowledging his love for me, instead I just professed my own. But that’s a whole other subtopic.

Anyways, it was an incredible experience. My forehead twitched, my eyelids twitched. While my eyes were closed at the end of it,it was almost like I was staring at a slow moving ceiling fan. But my eyes were closed.

Now I have a bit of a frontal lobe headache. I’m thinking wine might help it.

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Hello! I'm not only new to the forum but also to Lanie's books.  Can someone please recommend which books I should read first or in what order?

Thank you,
Tiffany

Thank you Strawberry Goddess! I actually just got done reading that one. I wasn't sure if that was the best one to start with.  I read something about cutting the cord? Also not sure which book to read next or does it matter?

I don't know what cutting the cord is? Is it a book? I can't find it.  Just know it was mentioned in pussy whipped.   Thank you so much for your help