Phoenix wrote:

Hi Ladies,

I've been feeling a little down and decided to do some reading. All you are saying is so true but in 'that' moment the sadness/desperation is too overwhelming to beat it. I've been trying to be good, live my life and focus on other things while doing BWD.... I guess it'd still be ok but I'm under impression it's getting worse.... We work together, I try to act like I barely notice him, etc., (you know the game too well) and it looks like my game is catching up with me. He seems to grow colder and colder, and more indifferent towards me (now I feel like I'm barely there or just invissible). I'm not asking for advice because I know exactly what you're going to say and yet I couldn't stop myself from doing this and venting or call it crying  hmmm just feeling a little hopeless.....

I'm sorry you're feeling sad and down. I think it's natural to feel that way when you aren't getting the results you desire. However, raising your vibration is the only way to get what you want. Have you tried changing up how you act around him? For instance, instead of ignoring him or barely noticing him turn it around and pay attention to him.  Catch him off-guard by doing something out of the ordinary. You have nothing to lose and everything to gain. 

Big Hugs,
Lanie

http://laniestevens.com