Lanie, using the EFT before doing the spell is a genius idea. I've known about EFT for a while but for whatever reason I kept thinking, "That won't work for me." But I tried it yesterday and although it took maybe 15-20 cycles of the EFT routine, my thinking FINALLY shifted--I no longer had that horrible pit of dread in my stomach and I felt pretty calm. I haven't done the spell yet but I did PW after the EFT and it felt really good, especially after the CTC at the end. And today I feel pretty chill, like, if he contacts me it will be awesome but if he doesn't, well, I'll be sad but I'm ok. I have NEVER felt this chill before.
THANK YOU!!