Thank you for the welcome! I’m in the process of reading Pussy Whip, and just completed the exercise outlined in Chapter 6. That was an experience!
A little background - my boyfriend broke up with me seemingly out of nowhere a month ago. We were together for 1.5 years, but have known each other longer. He has professional and personal issues that negatively impact our relationship. I feel he is my soulmate, and we always had an intense connection.
I said “seemingly” but space and no contact bring clarity. While he was never a jerk or rude, I now think of times when he wasn’t Mr Wonderful either. I love him, I miss him, our love, our connection, our chemistry.
So I just did the exercise. I did it lying in bed. I visualized him, but my mind put him in my driveway, getting out of his car. I visualized his outfit even, and me walking through my living room to my front door.
I heard his words. I heard my response. What surprised me is that I said “I love you too.” (Whenever he would tell me he loved me, I never said “I love you too.” I always responded simply “I love you.”) So hearing myself say “too” caught me off guard.
I recently saw a psychic. She said I have a huge heart, but it’s guarded. I’m now thinking that my never saying “too” was guarding my heart by not acknowledging his love for me, instead I just professed my own. But that’s a whole other subtopic.
Anyways, it was an incredible experience. My forehead twitched, my eyelids twitched. While my eyes were closed at the end of it,it was almost like I was staring at a slow moving ceiling fan. But my eyes were closed.
Now I have a bit of a frontal lobe headache. I’m thinking wine might help it.
Last edited by Hot_red (8/04/2018 6:02 pm)
it's good that you're already feeling better and empowered. Good luck with everything!
