bambi wrote:
From my last post, I was feeling hopeless. I broke things off with my love. I dated a little. But, I decided to go back to the drawing board and write down what I truly wanted and how I wanted my life to be. Shifting my perspective, staying focused, and not wavering, has made the difference in several areas of my life. Things are on FIRE!
Last night was a turning point for me and my man! He called me because he had this burning desire in his heart and he needed to talk with me. He had become overwhelm and he tried to distract himself by going to the casino. He lost a lot of money. He called and asked if he could come by to talk with me. I told him yes. Well, 45 minutes later he told me he could not come because he was tired. So, I did a PW and BWD session on him when he hung up and went about my business. He called back and said I just lost more money, I am so overwhelmed with my thoughts that I truly need to see you. I said ok, I am here.
We talked for HOURS. He told me everything. He expressed his feelings. He told me I was his going to be his wife. He said he had been trying to fight his feelings and this voice inside of him about loving me for weeks, and he could not hold back anymore.
Let me tell you what I did so you can see the POWER of PW and BWD.
Everyday for the past 4 weeks, I have done only 1 session of either PW or BWD for no more than 10 minutes. I put on some music beforehand and made the session as INTENSE as I could. I poured every feeling I could in it. I would hear him say:
I love you
I am in love with you
You are the only woman for me
I get sick when I look at other women
You are my wife, and I have known since the first moment I met you
I would then visualize and feel what that looks like for us - kissing, hugging, smiling, me being overjoyed. AND FEELING LIKE I WAS IN THAT MOMENT RIGHT THEN.
It was not the future, I was feeling it and hearing it RIGHT NOW!
I kept it short to about 10 minutes or less. When it was over I would go about my day.
If I had doubt, I would tell my mind to STOP!!!! And also saying ___ Loves Me ___ is in Love with Me!
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And then every night as Neville taught as I learned from Dr. Wayne Dyer the first 5 moments before going to sleep are VERY IMPORTANT. During this time we should focus on our desire and live as though we have it. See it, Feel it, Live it!
So, I would feel before sleep being his wife. I would feel myself entering in the bed with him. Twisting my ring, feeling my ring, seeing it. And then seeing and feeling me laying on his chest. Saying ooh this feels so good to close my day with you baby. Thank you for another wonderful evening. Thank you for allowing me to lay on your chest. Thank you for allowing me to be loved by you. Thank you for being my loving and caring husband.
Smiling and enjoying the aroma of him. Seeing his smile and arms well up while on his chest and embracing me. And then saying to myself as I fall asleep: Thank you for being my husband ______ over and over again until I pass out.
So we talked all night until the wee hours of the morning. He told me that a few weeks ago he was being intimate with a woman and got sick. He stopped and ran to the bathroom and the woman was worried. He said he told her he could not do this. This was a woman he had just met and they were intimate fairly quickly. Its not unusual for women to come on to him and offer sex because he is very wealthy and they offer sex in exchange for all kinds of stuff. He said she had asked him earlier if he had a woman. He said he told her he had a very special woman in his life but we were having issues currently. But, he said after leaving the bathroom the woman said he looked flushed and she didn't know what to do. After 5 minutes, she asked him, are you in love with that special woman? He told her I love her. She said loving someone is different than being in love. So, are you in love with this woman? He said he did not answer. And she told him, I think you are. I have never had a man push me off of him and get sick and go to the bathroom. He said he realized then that he felt sick from looking at her and that he realized he was in love with me.
Ha, Ha, Ha
PW session accomplished. I got the - he was sick from looking at other women. He has pledged his devotion. He has pledged his love. And he wants us to work towards marriage, with him promising that a proposal is on the way, but it will be a complete surprise when it happens.
The result of doing PW is amazing. You never what they are thinking or feeling when no contact is happening. Keep the faith. Keep the progress and do not give up. I will continue to sleep in the state of being married to my Love. And I see the ring showing up in 3D reality soon.
