Angel89, thanks so much for your reply.

I've gotten to the point at which I don't even have time to do PW anymore! I just finished the Neville Goddard Reader, so I've just been imagining myself in the end result, as soon as I turn in for sleep. This has really helped me a lot, and my vibrations are higher. I've been manifesting little things, like free food in the office, running into someone I haven't seen in a while at work, songs on the radio, etc. Now, I'm happy to say, my feeling is more "it would be NICE, I guess, if SP were to come back, but if he doesn't screw him". 

OMG YES detachment is so difficult! I have had fear, in the past, of "letting go" because I felt like if I let go, I'd lose every chance and that I was abandoning my desire. Now I feel differently. Maybe time heals us, too? 

Oh, honey, I would LOVE a "are you in town?" text.  That would be great. I'm just not desperate for it anymore. I sort of shrug it off and move on. And, is this terrible of me? I've been viewing him more as an experiment than someone I'd actually want in my life?

Your SP sounds like mine; usually assertive. I know that my SP is feeling everything I've sent him but he is letting his ego control him. I absolutely refuse to reach out to him, though. And, yep, when I could care less? That's when he couldn't get enough of me. 

​I've been doing things to make myself more secure: meditating, working on my artistic pursuits, working out, eating right, getting more sleep, socializing more with friends and indulging myself at Sephora. You're so right; that "am I good enough?" feeling is what made them distance in the first place. Ugh!

For the hell of it, I did a PW session today on my lunch break and it was really intense. I saw what he was wearing and everything and I was touching his face and he was staring at me. Afterwards, throughout this

Nope. Resist the urge.
Perhaps others here disagree.
I would not send him a thing. The idea is that he is led to come to YOU, not vice versa.

Samarkande2 wrote:

Thinking about it, Piper is probably right. It all depends on how attached you are to him and how his reaction has been towards you if he's seen you in person.

The thought behind that text was as if you'd sent the text in error.

Probably best not to do that after all. It may well be that he is travelling and his phone is off and that is all. 

Why feel, weak broken and foolish? 

What  was your motivation to contact him? Think about it, was it to do with you or with him - if it's to do with you, you will need to leave it and think about why you have to keep poking the bear to see if it's still sleeping.

If there was some valid reason you felt there was something with him, then you might want to consider what prompted you, because if that is what you wrote it's fairly innocuous. Is it something you have written before,  exact words, in which case, in your mind you revise it to the text equivalent of the pocket dial.

It happens, I have received them and they've often made no sense.

Revise in your mind and carry on.

Thanks, Samarkande2. I knew what you meant. I just don't want to play games with him, and I feel like that's what he's doing though this seems out of character for him. In person, he was always friendly, open and cheerful around me. Highly attentive. I was just sending the typical kind of text we had always sent each other: "Hey. How's work today?" "Hope you're having a good day". Totally harmless. I guess I just feel stupid and weak because he didn't respond and since I left that place of employment, I had been initiating all contact. That was a week ago, and still no reply.

I did Lanie's "Cutting The Cord" meditation this morning, and I must say, it was very empowering. Then, all day today, I've had random visions of him with a sad face. I immediately put him out of my mind when this happens.

I'll see if there's a change and will update the forum.

Thanks, again.

He's not an ex. We were friends who had an office fling and I changed jobs a month ago. Since I left, he'd been distant. I was always initiating texts. He always responded right away, but I got tired of always initiating, so I didn't contact him for 3 1/2 weeks. Until today. Sigh. Today, I texted him "Good morning! How are you/work?". No reply and it appears his phone is off. I feel so weak, broken and foolish. 

Can this still be fixed? What should I do? Just continue with my morning PW and evening BWD sessions as usual?

Please help.

Thanks, ladies.