I love reading stories like this, gives me the boost and kick up the backside I need .  Congratulations on your success.  I too have been in NC for almost a year and it is hard but this gives me strength, so thank you!

Can I ask what the cut and clear candle thing is you done?
 

Haven't posted for a while on here but have been popping on and off when I could.  Thanks for all the new meditations Lanie.....only got the Reverse Seduction one so far and I love it

I've been trying to manifest a guy back who i've had relations with on and off for nearly 2 years.  No relationship just meeting up and spending time together when i've gone to his country........he's also LD.  He pulls back every now and then and ignores messages for a while but this time it's far longer than normal at around 5 months since he's replied.  There's never any argument and everything has always been really good and then bang he pulls back and doesn't respond.   I've pulled back from contacting him anymore until he reaches out.  I'm doing me.....i'm worth more than this and deserve to be treated with love and respect so my focus is on me....took me a while to get the whole self love thing but i'm getting there. 

I pretty much stopped doing PW, BWD, love spell etc on him a while ago as I felt it was keeping me attached.  I started doing little visualisations when i was going to bed the other night....about him asking me to go be with him, how he misses me etc etc and I also started doing the love spell again along with one go of the Reverse Seduction meditation.

I'm gobsmacked.....i've just had another guy tell me pretty much what I was visualising my guy saying to me.  I met this other guy (the one who's messaged me) when I was on holiday last year to my guys country and we hooked up, nothing serious.  I turned him down at first as I wasn't over my guy and they both know each other.  This new guy has messaged me today telling me he's dreaming about me and asking me to go live with him in his country.....he's basically telling me everything I've been wishing and visualising my guy saying lol.

I'm thinking if he's feeling it......my guy must be feeling it [img]http://cdn.boardhost.com/emoticons/grin.png[/i

Alikhy09 wrote:

So last night I didnt get to do my last session of love spell cause I had gone out and drank and fell asleep when I got home. Can i do that session tonight? Also I had a bad night last night. I cried when I got home and just felt worthless and self hating. I hope my little episode last night didn't or doesn't affect my love spell and techniques I have done so far.

I would do the last session of the spell tonight if you're feeling up to it and put last night out of your mind, we all have days/nights like that so don't dwell on it and give it anymore thought

Woodyluv wrote:

daisychain wrote:

He's finally read the messages, I noticed yesterday that he had read them in the morning and of all times he read them at 11:11 his time!  Looks like chat still turned off so he obviously has his reasons whatever they may be and I just have to be patient and let him come to me.....patience isn't my strong point but I have to dig deep and find some!

Restarting the love spell first week tonight, wish me luck!

 
YES!! Stick with it! Be Positive... Don't worry or concern yourself with his reasons. He will figure it out. You are driving him crazy. I know Patience is hard. Remember to take of yourself Queen so you are ready for him when he returns. Take a careless attitude. It will drive him to you.

I'm sticking with it Woody but It's so hard sometimes! I found myself crying out of anger and frustration the other night at him ignoring me!

Today I took myself off to the gym, my PT has done a programme for me so that's what i'm trying to focus on from now.....ME!  I just need to get him out of my head.....but the bugger keeps popping in all the time!

I hope I'm driving him crazy lol.  Any suggestions on how to take a careless attitude?

I kind of thought this may be why Lj but I'm not sure if it's just wishful thinking on my part!